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But my mind keeps showing me an Image of someone or a group of people giving me a gift that moves me to tears....as a thank you for helping them get back on their feet and just being there as support when they needed it most. Idk why....

Is it bad that just thinking about it makes me want to cry even though I feel like it will never happen?

Just saying...
So I tend to think of myself as some one that is always trying to help those that have been calling out for help for so long and no one has answered them. I feel that I am the person that shows up right when someone needs it the most. I have been that person for many people. But knowing that I can't be that person for everyone hurts me to no end. I want to help people. It is what I am best at...But I know not every battle is mine to fight. But God damn it I will be there for someone as emotional support if they need it. I may not know what I am fully talking about but I try me best to help when others have given up. It has never been in my nature to give up on hurt or broken people because I can't do it. I wish with every fiber of who I am that I could help every broken person that needed someone but I can't and knowing that stings like a fire. But I am damn well going to do what I can to help those I have access to.

And I don't care about how long I have known someone. I could know someone for 3 weeks or 3 years, it dosen't matter to me. If anyone comes to me broken, I will do my damn best to help them take the heavy weight off their shoulders. I will be there to help them believe in themselves. I will be there to help them fight the battles they feel that they can't fight alone and I will be there to congratulate them on the battles they fight alone and win and to comfort them on the ones they fight alone and lose. I do not abandon those that need help gaining their strength back. It is not my style.

Most people in the world will ignore the broken and the misplaced but I will never EVER do that. I will always be there for the Broken and misplaced. They deserve as much in life as I do or anyone else dose. No one should ever be truly alone. It is not right to make anyone feel that way and it is never healthy to convince ourselves to feel that way.

I encourage everyone that feels like they are broken or lost or they feel stuck to reach out to someone and get help. I am not going to force you because you have to make that choice yourself in the end, but I am going to encourage you anyways. Talk to someone you can trust and that you know will listen. Seek help from friends and family members. It is not healthy to bottle up negative emotions cause that can cause a lot of stress and it can hurt you in the long run. Too much stress can damage your brain. No one wants that.

So I encourage anyone that needs someone to talk to to seek out that person. There is at least one person out there that cares enough to listen and try to help. You are not alone. You are always stronger than you think even when you feel like you are not.


Here are Videos that have helped me and the people I have tried to help. I just hope they help someone out there rethink what they were thinking before. And I hope the motivate you in some way.




And here is a playlist I made on YouTube too cause Music is a good therapeutic thing for some.
www.youtube.com/playlist?list=…


My Advice for all that need some:  Don't ever forget you are the only you on this earth. You are unique and Amazing in your own way. It is ok to feel like you have hit bottom or like you are stuck. But the only thing so do when you are stuck or at rock bottom is to go up. Believe in yourself even when it seems hard. Believe in the person you are. Believe that you can make a difference on this earth. You were born for a reason so own it. Only you have control of your life. Not anyone else so don't let anyone dictate how you should be living. Always love what you do and always love yourself. A little self respect can go a long way. Even when it seems impossible, you have to believe. When we are born, no one hands us a manual and says, "Here is how you life." Life in never easy but it is up to you how you want to live yours. You decide what life you want to live. And it is ok to ask for directions along the way. It is ok to feel stuck and lost and sad. It is ok to feel like giving up. But I swear, if you keep trying, the rewards will be worth all the struggles and pain you face. You are the only one of you. Believe in who you are. 

If I can put a smile on someone's face that was having a bad day, that makes me happy. I would rather I not be happy or sacrifice my happiness for the sake of others.

Apparently, I am being cut off from being online.
Please do not ask why, I don't wish to speak of it.
Really, I am ok and I will miss being connected with all of you.
I have to leave DA immediately as of tomorrow.
Last thing I want is anyone being sad I am gone.

Forgive me that I didn't let you guys know sooner.
Openly, I Admit I will miss all of you.
Our time together on here has been precious but
Leaving is the only Option I have right now.
Sorry guys!


I have a parting Game for you guys to play, How many emojis that look like this: 😳 can you find in the big block of Emojis below? Comment below.
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So did anyone Pick up on the tick I pulled???? If not, Read it again and pay Attention to the Capital letters that start every sentence.
My art teacher is just plain mean. Like she told me that what I normally like to draw, all cartoons and stuff is where art gose to die and it is the easy way out because like apparently my skill as a self taught artist that has been drawing for about 6 years now is not good enough. Cause apparently my drawing today was alllllll wrong and it looked nothing like what I was meant to be drawing cause how I saw what I was drawing was wrong even though to me it looked fine but apparently it wasn't good enough.

I drew what I saw and was told to draw. It was a ball and I was meant to draw in the shadows and that is what I did. But my art teacher came and said "Nah man this is Wrong and it looks bad, Blah blah blah."

Cause like guess my realism is just not good enough for her. Professional artist my ass. As a teacher, you should encourage, not denigrate and demoralize a student. Like I knew some of it was off but there is no reason to agree with me when I say it looks bad. Like wtf?

I wasited 60$ On this class...wait no 100+$ cause of all the supplies I had to buy!!!

I AM NEVER TAKING A ART CLASS AGAIN. NEVER.
But didn't notice the mistake.....

I am now EmpaMortalAnge XD
And I am not sure what to do about it...
So I am in an Art class at my college and we did this...stupid thing today called "Blind Contour Drawing" and I hated EVERY STUPID MINUTE OF IT. I am too much of a sketch artist. I don't really care that is it the basics of Art. It is seriously annoying. I am used to looking at paper. I am not even sure what this is meant to teach.

But something that REALLY pissed me off today was something my professor said about my art work. I have Sketches in a Sketch book that I take with me to the class of Ponies. The book is for the class but like it is sketch book and I am a Sketcher as some of you know.

My professor took one look at my Sketches and you wanna know what stupid comment she made about it?

"This is 5th grade."


EXCUSE ME, YOU SHOW ME A 5TH GRADER THAT DOSEN'T DRAW AND HAS NEVER DRAWN BEFORE THAT CAN DO WHAT I DO.

Like I am sorry but how is my skill that has been grown for 5-6 years "5th grade"?

This just had me so upset but I kept it to myself. Cause like My professor is a nice lady and I am too nice some times.

But really? 5TH GRADE?

What I drew today with "blind contour" was something I would have drawn in 5th grade. Not what I draw now.

It just really angered me. I am self taught and sure I have a lot to learn still and there are things in my artwork I can improve but I have been drawing for 5-6 years and I am sure I learned some of the basics in a different way. I have learned to draw by watching and looking at other people draw and how they draw. I have learned by practice and execution and actully drawing things I see in my head. That should count for something. But Noooooo. My art is 5TH GRADE!

Thanks for the vote of confidence professor and the encouragement of creativity. I'll remember my art style it that of a 5th grader.

There are people that I know that are very talented that have been drawing for years and they are self taught to and they never leared "the basics".

When someone finds a 5th grader that can draw like me, let me know.
So my birthday has come and gone...

Let's talk about the good first...

My boyfriend was like one of the best gifts I could have gotten but he also got me some cool things. He got me Witcher 3, Splatoon 2, Zelda Monopoly, A zelda Necklace, A ganondork Amiiblio(Amiibo), a pokemon plushy, and a Doctor who book.

My mother gave me like 60$ chash and my Aunt gave me 50$ cash. Which is nice, I like moola.

My Best friend and sister gave me a drawing and a Deviant that watches me that is japnese(which is like really cool!) gave me some art too.

But now the bad.....

I was actually kind of expecting a few people that didn't give me gifts to give me a gift but I was also not expecting to get anything from those same people.

I know that no one is Obligated to give me anything but just a "Happy Birthday" Comment/Wish would have been nice....it dosen't take that much effort...

Because I believe one is busy and must have forgot and the other dosen't like me anyore....

So I guess this marks the expectation for my next birthday in 2019 when I turn 21.

List of things to remember for next Birthday
-Expect Boyfriend to Give gifts
-Expect Best friend and sister to give gift
-Except mother and family to give gifts
-Expect people to forget (my) your birthday
-Expect to have someone still hate you so much they don't give you a gift
-Expect only 2 gifts from DeviantART
-Expect people to vote on poll for the "I don't care" Option
-Expect from being an Adult to get very little for your/My birthday from people you thought cared about you that are on DA.


That should be all. Bai.
I am sorry to do this to you all again...but...I am sorry

Firstly, I would like to apologize to everyone for what you are about to read might be hard to read.

I started drawing about 5-6 years ago and at the time, I told myself that I was drawing because I found it fun. But this was a lie I forced myself to believe. I started drawing because I was jealous of the talent my friends that drew had. I started to draw because I wanted to steal their talent. I started to draw so that I might become better than them. I started drawing because I was jealous and envious of their skil, a skill I had yet to learn.

Sadly, I still am envious and jelious of that skill. My friends that draw are SO much better than me in so many ways and I can't even begin to catch up to them. Even after 5-6 years, I am still stuck in my never ending loop of, "I'm not good enough for others to notice me." For a while, I told myself, "I draw for others to show then what I can do." This statment is a lie. I don't draw for anyone, not even myself. I draw because I want something I will never get in my lifetime and that is acknowledgement for the hard work I do.

I tired sharing my art on sites where my friends had theirs and you know what happened? I got buried. And it made me resent them. I don't want to resent my friends because they are better than me but...I just can't help it.

That is why I like sites that they are not on and sites that don't know my friends or their skill. That way, I can shine and they get buried. But this is not right of me. It is not right of me to feel like this.

I know it is hard to get noticed on the internet. It is almost impossible. To the people that have noticed me, Thank you for doing so. I appreciate all of you. And I always will.

I have been told "Draw for yourself, Market your works, do this, do that." Sorry, But I have never been able to draw for myself and I have tired that and you know what happened? PRETTY MUCH NOTHING.

I am starting to hate drawing. I work so hard on my art to only have it be noticed by a few people...and most of the time, I just get likes/favroites but never any comments. Even when I put "Comments are more appreciated than Likes! So please comment! Thank you!" On the bottom, It dosen't work or people ignore it.

I work hard on the things I draw only to have it burried by those who are better than me. And...everyone is better than me when it comes to art cause everyone can do something I can't and that is draw because they enjoy it. I have lost that.

It will always be like this. I draw something I am proud of and want to share and it just ends up getting buried like everything else I do.

The sad truth of why I draw is because I wanted to steal talent from those that had it. This is not the first time I have lost "the spark" and it will not be the last. I just can't find a reason to really love drawing anymore. Yes, I'll still doodle probably, but I just am not sure of myself anymore.

I am not giving up...I just need time to find why I what to keep drawing and the inspiration too do so...

But the fact of the matter is....

I am a Talent Theif

I am an Envious and Jealous Jerk

I am an Unnoticeable, Unconfident, and Unmotivated artist

And

I hate drawing

Because I have lost my reason to draw in the firstplace

That is the sad truth
Here are my request and commission setups.

But first, Rules for both.

Rules 1. Time: I have a life and I work so give me time, please. Now if what you asked for is not up within 3-4 weeks, then ask me about it
2. Do not pester me about it: It will be done when it is done, don't be bothering me every day about it
3. Don't change your mind at the last second: Please don't do this....it is really annoying.
4. If it is not what you wanted, don't be a jerk about how bad it is. Just don't Fave it...It is that simple.
5. Please don't try to make me change the style: I can only do so much...I am still learning after all.


Requests


This is the layout for the requests For a Request, Just note me with the subject labeled as REQUEST.

Here is how I would like the form to be filled out

Which Option?: 1-5 Then fill out the form for the Option
(i.e Who am I drawing?: (OC(s) name)
Reference link: 
Digital?: Yes/no)

Option 1: Ponies
Name?:  Coat color?:
Cutie Mark?:
Hairstyle, color(s) and length?: 
Eye color and style?:
If OC, Reference link: 
Digital?: Yes/no

Option 2: Pokemon
Pokemon:
What game is it from?:
Digital?: 
Shiny or not?:

Option 3: Kitties
What will the name be?:
Colors?: (i.e Brown and gray, Just brown, etc.)
Eye color?:
Heterochromia?: Yes/No 
If Yes to heterochromia, What other color?: 
Position?: (i.e sitting, standing, walking.)
Digital?: Yes/no
Example: 'It's Okay' By Marked by EmpatheticMortalAnge

Option 4: Fan Art: Video games
Who am I drawing?:
What game are they from?:
Is it an OC?: (yes/ no)
How many Characters?: 
If yes on OC, What is the Name of the character and game clothes am I drawing them in?:
Digital?: Yes/no

Option 5: OC(s)
Who am I drawing?: (OC(s) name)
How many?: 
Full body or torso?: 
Chibi or detailed?:
Reference link: 
Digital?: Yes/no

Commissions

For commissions, Note me with the type to want i.e POINT COMMISSION, MONEY COMMISSION

Now Payment options. For money commissions, you can pay me on Paypal!

My payment methods are

1. You pay first and then I accept the Commish

2. You pay after I accept

3. You pay after it is done.


Please pick one payment option.

Now on to the important things, what you will be commissioning me for!!

Digital: OCs/FCs/Humans/People


Price: $5 US Dollars/10 DeviantART points for up to 6 characters. Past 6 is an extra Dollar/extra 2 points. These do take me some time and my hand and neck does hurt after doing just one. This is what the note format will be.

Who am I drawing?:
Are they an OC or FC?: 
Is there more than one Character in the image?: (REMEMBER! Past 6 is an extra dollar/2 points)
Reference Link(s): 
Payment option: 1-3
Examples:
  Alistar...In a dress by EmpatheticMortalAnge Modern day Ilona by EmpatheticMortalAnge Morthderes: King Jayner E. Snow + Bio by EmpatheticMortalAnge

I SHOULD MENTION THAT I MEAN HUMANS AS IN NORMAL HUMANS. NOT ANTHRO. I DON'T DRAW ANTHRO, SO SORRY.



Digital: Ponies


Price: $5 US Dollars/10 DeviantART points. Past 10 is an extra Dollar/2 DeviantART points for I can draw more than 6 of this. These ones do not take as long and they aren’t as taxing on my hand a neck. I can also do more of them in an image.

OC/FC Commission Format:
Who am I drawing?: 
Is it an OC or FC?:
Is there more than one Character in the image?: (REMEMBER! Past 10 is an extra dollar/extra 2 points)
Reference Link(s): 
Payment option: 1-3

Let me Create a pony for you Format:
What will they be called?: 
Gender: 
Hair color: ( Can be one color or two and three-toned)
Eye color: ( Heterochromia is allowed)
Main and Tail style: (This can come from pony creators or be from the actual show) 
Coat Color: 
Race: (Alicorn, Unicorn, Pegasus, Earth pony, and Dragon pony) 
Cutie Mark: ( You can tell me what you want of you can make one in a creator and send me the reference link for it) 
Payment option: 1-3

Examples of Digital ponies:
  My second account's new profile picture. by EmpatheticMortalAngeBaby Moon by EmpatheticMortalAnge Ilona by EmpatheticMortalAnge

All pony Commissions will be uploaded to my second account!



THIS IS THE ONLY PENCIL DRAWING THAT WILL COST $5/20 DeviantART points!!!

Traditional Drawing: Pokemon


Price: $5 US Dollars/20 DeviantART points for up to 3. Past 3 is an extra dollar/extra 3 points.  Also, the level of complexity for whichever Pokemon I am doing will cost more depending on the time taken to draw it. If you do request this and there is a Pokemon I cannot draw, I will give you a discount. I will also let you know beforehand if there is a Pokemon that I will not be able to draw.  Here is the commission format.

Which Pokemon am I drawing?:
How many?: (Pass 3 is extra and the level of complexity is too!) 
Shiny or not shiny?: 
Payment option: 1-3
Examples:
Commission: Even more pokemans. by EmpatheticMortalAnge Blaze by EmpatheticMortalAnge Piplup by EmpatheticMortalAnge



Traditional Drawing: Humans/OCs/ FCs


Price: $3 US Dollars/5 DeviantART points for up to 6 characters. Past 6 is an extra Dollar/Extra 2 points just like digital.This one costs less because I am used to doing these. They don’t take that much time.

Who am I drawing?: 
Are they an OC or FC?: 
Is there more than one Character in the image?:(REMEMBER! Past 6 is an extra dollar)
Reference Link(s): 
Payment option: 1-3
Examples:
Cookie spider by EmpatheticMortalAnge Alistar Lucas by EmpatheticMortalAnge Count Van Suzuki by EmpatheticMortalAnge


Traditional Drawing: Ponies


Price: $3 US Dollars/5 DeviantART points. Just like the digital. Again, Past 10 is an extra Dollar/extra 2 points for I can draw more than 6 of this.

OC/FC Commission Format:

Who am I drawing?: 
Is it an OC or FC?:
Is there more than one Character in the image?: (REMEMBER! Past 10 is an extra dollar/extra 2 points)
Reference Link(s): 
Payment option: 1-3

"Let me Create a pony for you" Format:

What will they be called?: 
Hair color: (Can be one color or two and three-toned)
Eye color: (Heterochromia is allowed)
Main and Tail style: (This can come from pony creators or be from the actual show) 
Coat Color: 
Race: (Alicorn, Unicorn, Pegasus, Earth pony, and dragon pony) 
Cutie Mark: ( You can tell me what you want of you can make one in a creator and send me the reference link for it) 
Payment option: 1-3
Examples:
Taiyo by EmpatheticMortalAnge Eleana as a pony by EmpatheticMortalAnge Ponies.... by EmpatheticMortalAnge

All pony Commissions will be uploaded to my second account!


Traditional with no coloring with or without line art:


Price: $1/2 DeviantART points. This one is only for one character!  Commission format is as follows.

Who am I drawing?: 
Are they an OC or FC?: 
Reference Link(s): 
Line art?: (yes or no) 
Payment option: 1-3
Examples:
I drew Thor!  by EmpatheticMortalAnge Fan art from lollirock by EmpatheticMortalAnge 5th Anniversary.  by EmpatheticMortalAnge
So yeah. I am opening my point and moola commissions back up. Cause like I like points and I also need some extra cash(Even though I am more unlikely to get any cash)

Well anyways, Expect a New Commission/Requests set up thing coming soon.
So for the rest of October, I will have my Halloween image as my Icon. XD But only for October!

Spoopy!

Spooky Spooky Spooky Ghost Icon Ghost Icon Ghost Icon Ghost Icon Ghost Icon Ghost Icon Ghost Icon Ghosty goos!
So for those that do know about my other account, :iconedithbluestone: And for those that care.

I am going to make that my pony account where I post all my MLP and pony art. Don't worry, the art posted here will stay here, But from this point on, any new pony related art will go on that account.

Thanks for your time...

And for reading this if you did read it
I changed my username! XD

But like Mortalangel was taken sooooo, I added, EmpathicMortalAngel which is ok.
So this is how I will be doing requests. Please follow my rules and the set up! Thanks!

Rules
1. Time: I have a life and I work so give me time please. Now if what you asked for is not up within 3-4 weeks, then ask me about it
2. Do not pester me about it: It will be done when it is done, don't be bothering me everyday about it
3. Don't change your mind at the last second: Please don't do this....it is really annoying.
4. If it is not what you wanted, don't be a jerk about how bad it is. Just don't Fave it...It is that simple.
5. Please don't try to make me change the the style: I can only do so much..I am still learning after all.



This is the layout for the note
Here is how I would like the from to be filled out
Which Option?: 1-5
Then fill out the form for the Option
(i.e Who am I drawing?: (OC(s) name)
Reference link:
Digital?: Yes/no)

Option 1: Ponies
Name?:
Coat color?:
Cutie Mark?:
Hair style, color(s) and length?:
Eye color and style?:
If OC, Reference link:
Digital?: Yes/no

Option 2: Pokemon
Pokemon:
What game is it from?:
Digital?:
Shiny or not?:

Option 3: Kitties
What will the name be?:
Colors?: (i.e Brown and gray, Just brown, etc.)
Eye color?:
Heterochromia?: Yes/no
If Yes to heterochromia, What other color?:
Position?: (i.e sitting, standing, walking.)
Digital?: Yes/no

Option 4: Fan Art: Video games
Who am I drawing?:
What game are they from?:
Is it an OC?: (yes/ no)
How many Characters?:
If yes on OC, What is the Name and game clothes am I drawing them in?:
Digital?: Yes/no

Option 5: OC(s)
Who am I drawing?: (OC(s) name)
How many?:
Full body or torso?:
Chibi or detailed?:
Reference link:
Digital?: Yes/no

Ok! And that should be good for now! If I think of anything else, I'll add it.
I am opening up request again

Not that anyone cares

But if you want one, Just ask and you shall receive

But don't rush me on them please. I work and don't always have time.

And also remember, I can only draw the following:
~Cats
~People
~Ponies
~Pokemon


Have a brilliant day you all.

:squee:Clap :happybounce: Hug 
So, I have grown a bit tired of my current username....and I want to change it...I have a few new ones picked out...

MamaCookie
SilverPrime
SilverIron19
NausicaäLover
Fandomcollective(Tho I see this one as more of a group name)
Cookiespider
Hiddenhero
Mortalangel
Suckerforromance
Empathetichero


That is all I got....


I was wondering what people would think...and what y'all would like. I'll make a poll too......

But I doubt anyone would really vote on it
To anyone thinking of death or suicide.....I know I am not qualified to say this...but I am going to say it anyways....

Look. You may think that right now, no one cares about you or no one really notices you. You may think you are worthless and your life is not worth living. You may feel lost and alone and depressed. And I can never begin to know how that really feels. But no one ever said life was going to be easy. There are ups and downs and diagonals and loops and many other things. Sometimes, we need to go through a bad time to get to what we want or to be able to find the happiness we so want. It is not always easy to get there either. There are mountains you do have to climb sometimes and yes it is hard but sometimes, you have to pick yourself up and keep going. Dust yourself off and keep going. There are people that care about you. Every one on the planet has at least one person that cares about them and loves them for who they are. And if someone takes their own life, the person that cared will suffer more than the person that decided to die ever did. Take it from me, I am a sad person and my best friend is a sad person. She was diagnosed with depression when she was 14 and her family doesn't help her. They treat her like trash and she has had many break downs and she has cut herself and carved words in her arms but she has kept going because she knows that if she were to take her own life, Not only would her boyfriend suffer, but I would suffer. And my suffering and pain woumd be so much more than hers ever was. This might not be a good example...but my point is that while you may think your surffing is too much for you to handle, you will never be able to imagine how much pain and dispare you will cause the people that love you and care about you and like having you around. So I encourage you to keep on going...to keep living. You have every right to be happy and noticed. Talk to the people that love you and care about you, get them to help you. People will do the right thing if you give them a chance. I swear that there is someone that cares a whole lot about you. My best friend sees me as her hero and sister...I am sure you can find someone like that too or at least someone you can talk to. So keep living. Don't give up. "When the world is yelling at you to give up, Hope whispers "Try again" "~Unknown.