To anyone willing to listen.

To anyone thinking of death or suicide.....I know I am not qualified to say this...but I am going to say it anyways....

Look. You may think that right now, no one cares about you or no one really notices you. You may think you are worthless and your life is not worth living. You may feel lost and alone and depressed. And I can never begin to know how that really feels. But no one ever said life was going to be easy. There are ups and downs and diagonals and loops and many other things. Sometimes, we need to go through a bad time to get to what we want or to be able to find the happiness we so want. It is not always easy to get there either. There are mountains you do have to climb sometimes and yes it is hard but sometimes, you have to pick yourself up and keep going. Dust yourself off and keep going. There are people that care about you. Every one on the planet has at least one person that cares about them and loves them for who they are. And if someone takes their own life, the person that cared will suffer more than the person that decided to die ever did. Take it from me, I am a sad person and my best friend is a sad person. She was diagnosed with depression when she was 14 and her family doesn't help her. They treat her like trash and she has had many break downs and she has cut herself and carved words in her arms but she has kept going because she knows that if she were to take her own life, Not only would her boyfriend suffer, but I would suffer. And my suffering and pain woumd be so much more than hers ever was. This might not be a good example...but my point is that while you may think your surffing is too much for you to handle, you will never be able to imagine how much pain and dispare you will cause the people that love you and care about you and like having you around. So I encourage you to keep on going...to keep living. You have every right to be happy and noticed. Talk to the people that love you and care about you, get them to help you. People will do the right thing if you give them a chance. I swear that there is someone that cares a whole lot about you. My best friend sees me as her hero and sister...I am sure you can find someone like that too or at least someone you can talk to. So keep living. Don't give up. "When the world is yelling at you to give up, Hope whispers "Try again" "~Unknown.